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ch ch check it out!!!!!!!!!  My new site YEAH!  Yeah I don't update this much but I totally will update there, PROMISE

 Just thought I'd post a little advert here because well.... JACOB/BELLA AWARDS HAVE ANOTHER ROUND!  Go and nominate for Best Fluff and Best Drabble bbs!!!  Anonymous nominations are accepted so you don't need to be a member to nominate... just follow the format on the page.  GO VOTE PLS!!!  Its really awesome... I'm actually going to vote this time around LMAO

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HAHA this is so cool!  And true!

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart. You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. You break a lot of hearts. At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do. You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

*dies* Robert and Taylor I love you sooooo much! And Kristen, you are one lucky gal! Can't wait for the movie GAH!!!

So I'm in school right now, just chillin out.. I'm excited! Cuz I'm updating from school AHHH!!! So everyone in my class is playing Pandemic 2, I'm going to play it as well. Apparently, its relevant to the Swine Flu that keeps spreading now... we researched different flu viruses to see if its like the Swine Flu, and let me tell you... IT IS NOT!!! My group got the Spanish Flu, while most would think about Swine Flu when they hear flu, guess what I thought of... TWILIGHT, and more specifically, Edward Cullen. Apparently the Spanish flu targeted young adults, which makes Edwards story plausible, even if he is a fictional character. Thought I'd share my lovely story, I'm gonna go kill the world now, playing Pandemic 2! I'll let you know of my conquest!

Lindsay

PS: I know its random, but I'm hyper in American History right now, and well, that's what you get from a 17 year old junior taking all AP and Honors classes LMAO!

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So testing out the waters here people, this is the preface to my novel. I really like the idea, and I've been writing it for a while, and this one I'M GOING TO FINISH! LOL It's called The Freshman, and I give credit to the song of the same name written by The Verve Pipe, since it was their song that gave me inspiration to start this novel. So without further ado, the preface:

Preface: The Reason Why

I remember the day it all went wrong. I remember it too well actually. It started out like any other. The five of us meeting at our spot. Taking out the pot and smoking up a storm. Even as freshmen we smoked. I think that fucked us up the most, the pot. Or maybe it wasn’t, maybe we were fucked up anyway. I guess we’ll never know now. Four years later and we’re still not over it. Three deaths, two of them suicides, and one attempted suicide. I guess that could be the reason we’re still not over it. I am proud to say I do not fall under either category. No suicides or attempted ones. Those were all of my friends. I could have, and I wanted to. But I couldn’t bring myself to do it. It scared the crap out of me at the time. Still does. But we can’t be held responsible for these actions. We were just kids for Christ sake. We didn’t know what it was like to lose someone, that is, until it happened. And it didn’t just stop at one, it was three. God three fucking deaths in one month. Can you imagine?

That’s why I ran. I ran away from the sadness, from death itself. I didn’t want to be number four. Am I suicidal now? I don’t know. I mean I must be for coming back here after four years. But I do have a reason. And he’s sitting right next to me on this plane. Jeremy Hayes. My fiance for about three months now. I started dating him two years ago.

I know what your probably thinking, what kind of girl gets married right out of high school? I know this because I used to think it myself. But I love him, I truly do. I mean, why else would I be reliving my past? He makes me feel so important, he promised me forever... Something I never thought I’d be able to ask.

Which is why we are here, back in Ottowa, Illinois. The place where I grew up, the place I fucked up. He wants to know what my life was like here. What he doesn’t know is my past. He lives in my present and he is my future. The horrible thoughts of my past, which I had hoped would be long gone by now, are all coming back to me. The funerals, the pitying faces, and those God damn awful days that I just spent crying in my room. Then the day I decided to run, the look on his face when I left. But I couldn’t stay, I lost three of the most important people in the world to me. And I don’t know why. Four years later and I still can’t give myself a God damn reason for the tragedy.

I’m sorry for the ranting. I guess I’m so nervous about being here that I just can’t control my words. But it was necessary, because you see, Jeremy isn’t the only one thats going to learn of my past, you are too. And although I probably have you confused, this introduction was needed. I needed to give a reason for this trip, if not for you then for myself. For the next week I will be immersed in my past, reliving every single fucking memory thats haunted my dreams ever since I left. But maybe this is good. Maybe, this is what I need. God only knows.

Now here comes the time to make a decision; move forward and go through with this, or turn around making up some excuse of why I can’t be here, it would be so easy.... No. I have to do this, for Jeremy, for me. And Jeremy will help me, he loves me and he’ll be there for me. He’s already promised that much. If only he knew what he was getting himself into.

For one week you are invited into my life. For one week you see through the eyes of a 15 year old junkie turned 18 year old writer. This is not for the light hearted. And if you haven’t figured it out already, I curse. It’s a bad habit it know, but its my book and I can do as I please. My story here, does not have a happy ending. My happy ending came after I left, this trip will NOT have the happy ending my life found for me. It ends when I run. It ends right before Jeremy comes into the picture because he knows that much, and after the trip he will understand things he didn’t before. Because my actions were based on this story. A story of friendship, of love, of loss, of agony. A story called; The Freshmen.

I'm doing Twilight Big Bang people!!! I'm so excited for it. Anyone who's into writing (and Twilight) should join! Its going to be a blast. We need authors, betas, cheerleaders and artists. I'm an author in this and I'm so excited about my story, its gonna be so cool! I'm going to give you guys a sneak peak... a trailer I made for it! Please give me feedback because I REALLY like my story idea. Also, I'm in DIRE need of a beta, my story is a crossover and according to the rules of the Twilight Big Bang, I have to find my own beta for it. Sucks... but anyway, would anyone be interested? And if you are doing the Twilight Big Bang, I'd be happy to beta yours in exchange for you beta-ing mine. Let me know who's interested!

So how many people out there have read books that they absolutely loved, that they like to talk about, and even hear songs from time to time that remind you of them? I have, and for tons of books I tell you. That is why I want to make The Epic Book Fanmix. It is an ultimate list of songs that describe favorite YA novels of anyone who participates. Not only is it a good way to share good books, but we get good music to listen to as well. So who is in?

Okay so here are the rules:

1. The song MUST resemble a book that you have read.

2. The books are preferrably of the YA genre

3. I'm going to need a download of the song so I can make the fanmix, if you honestly can't get me a download, let me know and I can try and find it on my own.

4. Please take this seriously and don't give me BS titles and links, I'd like to make a cool fanmix.

When you submit a song; please use this format:

Book:

Author:

Song:

Artist:

Corresponding Lyrics (Optional):

Corresponding Text (Optional):

Download Link:

Thank you all who participate, I hope this becomes a great success!

 Found this AMAZING song on Youtube that I'd thought I'd share.  It's called Twilight.  And yes, its based off of the books but that's not why I'm posting the song.  I genuinley love his voice and the song, its original and I'm promoting him because if he ever makes a cd I will go buy and and go to his concerts and everything.  I'm just so stoked about it!  Anyways, listen to the music, even if you're not a Twilight fan you should like the song, its so pretty!  Look for more videos by him!  His name is Jean Pierre.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W7xebaLNXjo&feature=channel_page

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What type of Fae are you?

Let Me Sign
Ally's First Record
Label: Much Music Records (Kevin's Uncle)
From Charmed Progeny RPG



Let Me Sign-Robert Pattinson http://www.sendspace.com/file/qcoshz
(Song title of the album, her life, how she feels)

Fragile-Delta Goodrem http://www.sendspace.com/file/x6iquo
(the song she writes after Parker's death)

Gotta Find You-Joe Jonas http://www.sendspace.com/file/fbqyk3
(How she feels about Tyler)

Samson-Regina Spektor http://www.sendspace.com/file/6r92li
(Cover song: she just loves it)

Dance With The Devil-Breaking Benjamin http://www.sendspace.com/file/g3m9em
(how she feels about life and death, Parker's song)

So I was listening to the radio this morning and there was this song on called I'll Walk. At one part in the song the girl had her dad walk her down the aisle and I realized something. All of those songs about Daddy's girls are all from the point of view of the dad. Well I wrote a song from the girls point of view. Its only the lyrics because I can't for the life of me figure out how to put music to it.

Baby Girl

Hey daddy, look at me
I feel pretty in this great white dress
What do you think
Cause the groom can't see until the wedding day
I know you're sad
But I know it'll be alright

(Chorus)
I'm still your baby girl
In a pretty white dress
You still spin me round and round again
And we'll be here some day
And you'll take my hand
Don't you cry cause I'll always be
Your baby girl

Hey daddy, look at me
I'm a nervous wreck cause tomorrow came so fast
What do you think
Were you this nervous on your wedding day
I know you're sad
But I know it'll be alright

(Chorus)
I'm still your baby girl
In a pretty white dress
You still spin me round and round again
And we'll be here some day
And you'll take my hand
Don't you cry cause I'll always be
Your baby girl

Now here we stand in front of the mirror
Waiting for the cue
Tears fall down from your eyes
That's when we hear the wedding march

Hey daddy, look at me
I think it's time to walk down the aisle
I know you're sad
But I know it'll be alright

(Chorus 2)
I'll still be your baby girl
I'm in this pretty white dress
And you'll spin me round and round again
Now the day has come
Please take my hand
Don't you cry
Cause I'll always be
Your baby girl
No matter where I go
I will always be
Your baby girl
Yeah
Your baby girl

Hope you guys like it!

Writerfreek

I'm listening to I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing by Aerosmith and it seems like something Edward would be thinking about Bella. I know he doesn't sleep but he's probably thinking something along these lines when he's with Bella at night.

( I )

This is my first fanfiction story for Twilight. I hope you like it

Title: Lips of an Angel
Author: writerfreek
Characters/Pairings: J/B (a little bit of E/B)
Rating: PG
Summary: Bella calls jake while Edward is away.
Spoilers/Warning: post eclipse

Jacob is sitting in his family room with his new girlfriend, Sara, but he can’t stop thinking about Bella. He can’t stop seeing her face; her eyes, always rosy cheeks, and those lips he’s always wanting to kiss. Lips of an angel. But Bella doesn’t feel the same. Or so he thinks.

Bella is sitting in Edward and her room. He won’t change her into a vampire yet. Always putting it off and keeping them preoccupied. But Bella isn’t as mad as she thought she would be. They’ve been engaged for almost a year now, the wedding coming closer and closer, and she still thinks about Jake. About that kiss they shared that, while she thought at the time as unwelcome, was ultimately one of the sweetest kisses she’s ever been given. But not at all careful like Edward’s kisses are. This was hard and passionate, as if coming from an angel.

She can’t taking anymore, she gets off the bed and goes to the phone, calling a person she’s only spoken to twice since his homecoming six months ago. Bella can’t stop the tears falling from her eyes now. She misses him too much.

“Hello,” comes Jakes husky voice on the other end.

“Jake?” she asks tearfully.

“Bella? Honey? Why are you calling so late, I figured you’d be asleep by now.” he hears her whimpering on the other end. “Why are you crying honey, are you ok?”

“Why are you whispering?” she finally asks.

“Sara’s in the next room, Bells, I wish it was you though.”

“Oh Jake I miss you so much, I just had to hear your voice.” just hearing that coming from Bella make him go weak. “I keep dreaming about you...”

“I dream of you all the time Bells. Does he know you’re talking to me?”

“No, he’s away now. I didn’t want to start a fight. Does Sara know I’m on the phone.”

“She doesn’t have a clue.” not that it matters. “I should go Bells, you need to sleep.”

“No! Jake don’t go. I don’t wanna say goodbye. I never wanna say goodbye” Jake sighs.

“You made your choice Bella, if you wanna.... be with Edward, then we have to say goodbye eventually.” Bella hesitates.
“What if I changed my mind?” she asks.

“What do you mean?”

“I need you Jacob, I’ve always needed you. I may have wanted Edward, but I never needed him. I’ll always love him, because he was the first person I fell in love with, but I love you more. I know that now and I miss you way too much to ignore.”

“Then what are you gonna do Bella? You need to make a choice and stick by it because I don’t think I can take much more indecision, or heartbreak.”

“Jake, I want you and only you. That’s my decision, you. I want to grow old with you, have a family with you. I can’t take this house anymore. I can’t take how they’re all so careful around me, and you’re not Jake.” Then Jake smiles the first real smile he’s had in over a year. His Bella finally chose him and he couldn’t wait anymore.

“Can you get out of that house? Come over, leave him a note or something saying you’ll explain later.”

“What about Sara?” Bella asks.

“We weren’t serious, I think I was her rebound anyway. She was mine. I think she’ll understand.” Jake says nonchalantly.

“And if she doesn’t?” Bella asks.

“She’ll get over it.” Bella smiles.

“Give me ten minutes. I’m on my way.” Bella quickly writes a note to Edward saying how she needed to get out and she’d explain later. She jumped into her truck and raced down to La Push and to the house of her true love. And he’s out there as soon as he hears her truck. They run into each others arms, looking into the others eyes as lovingly as they could.

Jake leans down and kisses Bella slowly at first, but neither of them can take that and soon Bella has her hands in his hair and his are pulling her closer to him. And both of them are thinking the same thing: it makes it hard to be faithful; with the lips of an angel.